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Nothing takes the taste out of peanut
butter quite like unrequited love.
Charles M.
Schulz, Charlie Brown in "Peanuts"
US cartoonist (1922 - 2000)
Perhaps the feelings that we experience
when we are in love represent a normal state. Being in love shows a person who
he should be.
Anton Chekhov
Russian dramatist & short story author (1860 - 1904)
Love is or it ain't. Thin love ain't
love at all.
Toni Morrison,
Beloved
US novelist (1931 - )
What can I say......I'm in love!!
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| Hello end of the semester....goodbye sanity!! Okay, why is it that EVERY semester, no matter how much time I have to get things done, I ALWAYS wait until the very end of it to do my major projects and study for my tests? This is a serious problem, maybe I will write my thesis on it. "Why people procrastinate; Genetic in nature or a learned behavior?" On another note, life is still good  . Its strange to think that I am not coming back in the spring. Very bitter sweet. However, I will be back hopefully in the summer, but for sure in the fall. I am planning on living in Longview and working here but going to UT Tyler for grad. school part-time. How grown up am I? This relates to the procrastinating thing, no matter how much it is drilled into our heads that we will one day be "grown up" and part of the "real world" it never seems real. It still doesn't seem real. I don't think it will reach reality status for me until I am actually living it. Speaking of the "Real World"....how great is that show?? I don't know about you, but I was totally addicted to the "Real World" Seattle!! The old nineties ones were so much better than the ones they have now! I used to want to be on it so badly!! I would practice my video interview in my mirror...yes I am a nerd!! But anyone who has read any of my entries knows this . | | |
| Enough with the sad posts!! Only happy days are ahead . God has blessed me and to Him be the glory! AMEN! | | |
| How much do I wish that life was like surgery? You could cut out all the stuff you didn't want, the stuff that hurt or caused disease, or was just uncomfortable, and sew yourself up and become good as new. Yeah, you will have a scar, but in the grand scheme of things, what really matters was that you got rid of the stuff that was weighing you down. I feel like I am a generally happy person. I try to be optimistic and look on the bright side of things....but some times, and it is usually the times when I write on this thing the most, I get stressed or sad and I just wish I could cut thoes things out. But, I guess without the crap, life wouldn't be as exciting or real. Maybe the only way to truly experience a fulfilled life is to be in some pain once in a while. I really do wonder about people who can just shut down or check out emotionally. Are they truly living life to it's fullest potential? If you condition yourself not to feel, do you really ever get to experience authentic emotion? | | |
| Well....Brain-freakin'-freeze. I have restarted this stupid thing about four times. This one is going to stick. I don't have anything really witty or interesting to write about. No words of wisdom or insights to blow anyone's mind. Just the crap that I am thinking about. Graduation, my future, other people's drama, my issues....all the fun stuff that seems to be on consistent rotation in my head. Do you know what else is on rotation in my head? I have a default song that will ususally come to mind if no other song is playing in there...."A Whole New World" from Aladdin! It is the funniest song to just start singing. Inevitably people will either join in or look at you like you're retarded . Personally, I am glad that I have a default song and it is so catchy and delightful. There are a lot of other songs that could playing in there, like "The Thong Song" or "The Macaraina." Poor people who have songs like that on constant play in their heads. Purge your mind!! Maybe you'll get lucky with "Somewhere Over The Rainbow." | | |
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